HeartBrakeHotel » Romance http://heartbrakehotel.com he said/she said love and dating conversations Thu, 18 Mar 2010 01:47:19 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.1 en hourly 1 Love vs. Stability http://heartbrakehotel.com/2009/09/22/love-vs-stability/ http://heartbrakehotel.com/2009/09/22/love-vs-stability/#comments Wed, 23 Sep 2009 03:32:18 +0000 Clementine http://heartbrakehotel.com/?p=59 One of my favorite songs reminds me of how I feel right now. I have translated to English, so you are able to read it. It talks about how she passionately loves a man, but she is going to choose reason.  Even now, I still love my ex with all my heart.  However, [...]]]>

One of my favorite songs reminds me of how I feel right now. I have translated to English, so you are able to read it. It talks about how she passionately loves a man, but she is going to choose reason.  Even now, I still love my ex with all my heart.  However, he is screwed and it would never work out.  Therefore, it’s better to be with someone who makes me smile and won’t cause the me the heartache that he has.

I feel that I will never be truly in love with anyone again.  My time has passed, and now I just have to find someone who will be my best friend, and I will deeply care about.  Even when I am excited about a guy, I still miss my ex immensely.  It’s just how things are.

If I ever saw him again, how would I react?  What if I were with another man? I think I would smile and say hello.  I just hope that my hands don’t shake, and I don’t stutter the words out.  The last time I found out that he was in the same mall as me, I couldn’t speak, started sweating, and began shaking uncontrollably.  Let’s hope that doesn’t happen.

Just like the smallest mosquito in the pack
I follow your light even if it leads me to death
I follow you like periods that follow the
suicidal phrases that look for an end.

Just like the poet that decides to work in a bank
Its very possible that I would perform a judo key
On my heart in the worst scenario
forcing it to sign this declaration while he cries

I keep quiet because its most comfortable to fool myself.
I keep quiet because reason defeated the heart,
But no matter what happens , even if someone else by my side,
In silence I will still love you.

Just the way the bum thinks the movies are senseless
Just like a resigned flower decorates an elegant office.
I promise ill refer to the first one
that doesn’t hurt me as “my love”
And laughter will become a luxury when I have forgotten you.

And just the way one waits when one waits on a may square,
I try to light a candle in secrecy just in case
We meet by luck, reducing this words to a piece of paper.

I keep quiet because its most comfortable to fool myself.
I keep quiet because reason defeated the heart,
But no matter what happens , even if someone else by my side,
In silence I will still love,
In silence I will be in love.
In silence I will think of only. you.


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“With love and patience, nothing is impossible.”

I’ve always had a problem with being patient when it comes to relationships.  If I meet someone, I usually plan our wedding before I even go on the second date with the person. It’s something that I am trying to work on, and I feel I am getting better at it.  However, as much as I am trying, it’s still hard.
One of the things that I am trying to learn is that even if things don’t work out with a person, I shouldn’t feel like I wasted my time.  I usually have those feelings, and then get discouraged, and don’t want to try again.  I have to understand that with love, you go through a lot of “no“s to get to the “yes.”  For some reason, I feel that I am getting closer because my attitude has changed.
I am more positive, and I am now attracting people who mirror that.  Before, I was meeting emotionally unavailable, depressed individuals who can’t even make themselves happy.  It was always the same drama but with different people.  Now that I am happy, I am meeting people who are willing to take the plunge with me.  I am still working on how picky I am.
I have three prospects right now, and I am excited to get to know them better.  Even if it doesn’t work out, I will smile and continue trying.  Without trying, I will never find love.


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Am I running out of time?

You sit here. Over 30 years old. All your closest friends are married. Many of them have kids. Now they are beginning to play kids sports together. They take family trips together. When it is guys night out they love to live vicariously through me but that last but a night. What happened to how it was in the late 80’s television show ‘A Different World’? I thought you go to college or grad school and meet your supposed wife and live happily ever after? How naive I was in my younger years. They say “be patient” or “all good things come to those who wait”. Really? I hope so because my patience is being tested. If my hopes were an emotion, they would be wary. Generally you assume that all your closests friends and family will be around when it is finally time to get hitched. What if that is not the case? What if a parent passes away? What if a close friend or sibling suddenly goes? These questions roll through my head on a periodic basis. I’m not trying to be morbid but this needs to be asked.

I see some friends who are active with their kids. I want that. Even older friends play competitive sports with their kids. I would love that. But … Am I running out of time?

Single life is cool don’t get me wrong. But single forever? Not so much. I work, I play, I am open to new ideas … But so far that elusive great one has not appeared. Will it work out for me before the clock strikes midnight?

Or am I out of time?


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