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I’ve always had a prob­lem with being patient when it comes to rela­tion­ships.  If I meet some­one, I usu­ally plan our wed­ding before I even go on the sec­ond date with the per­son. It’s some­thing that I am try­ing to work on, and I feel I am get­ting bet­ter at it.  How­ever, as much as I am try­ing, it’s still hard.

One of the things that I am try­ing to learn is that even if things don’t work out with a per­son, I shouldn’t feel like I wasted my time.  I usu­ally have those feel­ings, and then get dis­cour­aged, and don’t want to try again.  I have to under­stand that with love, you go through a lot of “no“s to get to the “yes.”  For some rea­son, I feel that I am get­ting closer because my atti­tude has changed.

I am more pos­i­tive, and I am now attract­ing peo­ple who mir­ror that.  Before, I was meet­ing emo­tion­ally unavail­able, depressed indi­vid­u­als who can’t even make them­selves happy.  It was always the same drama but with dif­fer­ent peo­ple.  Now that I am happy, I am meet­ing peo­ple who are will­ing to take the plunge with me.  I am still work­ing on how picky I am.

I have three prospects right now, and I am excited to get to know them bet­ter.  Even if it doesn’t work out, I will smile and con­tinue try­ing.  With­out try­ing, I will never find love.