HeartBrakeHotel » hope http://heartbrakehotel.com he said/she said love and dating conversations Thu, 18 Mar 2010 01:47:19 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.1 en hourly 1 Where Are All These Cute Guys Coming From? http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/12/where-are-all-these-cute-guys-coming-from/ http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/12/where-are-all-these-cute-guys-coming-from/#comments Wed, 13 Jan 2010 01:15:34 +0000 Clementine http://heartbrakehotel.com/?p=195 I said that I was giving up on love. Why is it that now I am seeing all these cute guys?! First, my friend brings a cute guy to lunch, and we kept looking at one another. Now, I notice at work that there is this cute guy who works on my floor. [...]]]>
I said that I was giving up on love. Why is it that now I am seeing all these cute guys?! First, my friend brings a cute guy to lunch, and we kept looking at one another. Now, I notice at work that there is this cute guy who works on my floor. We both headed to the elevator, and he started talking to me. I was tongue tied because I didn’t know what to say. In a way, I wanted to talk to him, but then again, I didn’t.

I probably will never see him again, but I wonder why all of a sudden I am seeing all these good-looking guys? I wonder if I should see this as a sign to not give up and that there is still hope. I’m starting to head in that kind of thinking. Is it a sign? Or is it fate playing me a raw hand once again?

All I know is that I am tired of wasting my time and getting hurt. Maybe it’s a way to admire all the hotties out there without having to deal with any pain.


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]]> http://heartbrakehotel.com/2009/12/10/i-dont-believe-in-love/feed/ 0 Letting Go of a Past Relationship http://heartbrakehotel.com/2009/08/20/leave-the-past-behind-to-find-a-new-lover/ http://heartbrakehotel.com/2009/08/20/leave-the-past-behind-to-find-a-new-lover/#comments Fri, 21 Aug 2009 03:44:11 +0000 Clementine http://heartbrakehotel.com/?p=10 leaving the past behind you…, originally uploaded by Jeffrey Eric. Every self-help book that I have read has the same philosophy when it comes to the past. Leave it behind. You will never be able to move forward if you are still dwelling on it. It’s something that I keep getting better at [...]]]> past

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Every self-help book that I have read has the same philosophy when it comes to the past. Leave it behind. You will never be able to move forward if you are still dwelling on it. It’s something that I keep getting better at doing in all parts of my life, except my love life.

I keep thinking about two of my exes, and I know that I won’t be able to find someone who I can be in a healthy relationship with until I forget them. They were both detrimental to my emotional and physical health, so I know that I can’t keep thinking about them. Out of two, I will have to say that L. is the one I really have to stop thinking about. Our three-year relationship was filled with her constant cheating, lies, and psychological imbalance. She was abusive and mean. I know that she hasn’t changed, even though she says she has, so I don’t know why it’s so hard to stop thinking about this girl.

It’s hard when it’s someone of the same gender. She is not just your lover; she is also your best friend. With a guy, you can mope around for a bit, but eventually, you get up and keep going. With a woman, you feel like you have no one, especially when you alienated everyone to the point that it was just you two.

I am slowly forgetting about her cause I know that she has ridiculous issues. A month ago, I joined eHarmony, and I am meeting some amazing guys. There are three that I am really interested in, so I am excited to say that I am going out with my top one out of three this Saturday, so wish me luck!


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