A guy on EHarmony, who was the only one I was really interested in wants to meet for drinks. He doesn’t know that I am dealing with a death of a loved one, so for him, I am available. I feel like I don’t want to do anything. I don’t have much emotion, and I feel empty inside. I feel more alone than ever, and I don’t care to really find anyone now. However, is it healthy to want to not do a damn thing? I know it isn’t, but I just don’t seem to care.