HeartBrakeHotel » giving up http://heartbrakehotel.com he said/she said love and dating conversations Thu, 18 Mar 2010 01:47:19 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.1 en hourly 1 Feeling Discouraged http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/25/feeling-discouraged/ http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/25/feeling-discouraged/#comments Mon, 25 Jan 2010 18:38:33 +0000 Clementine http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/25/feeling-discouraged/ My sister told me not to give up and started an EHarmony account for me again.  I decided that I am busy, but ok, I will give it a shot.  I start talking to this guy, and he asks to meet tomorrow.  Even though I am busy, I was looking forward to getting out of [...]]]> Rebel

My sister told me not to give up and started an EHarmony account for me again.  I decided that I am busy, but ok, I will give it a shot.  I start talking to this guy, and he asks to meet tomorrow.  Even though I am busy, I was looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting someone new.  I check my EHarmony account today, and he closed the match.  Reason?

“Want to pursue other matches.”

I’m feeling discouraged.  I know I shouldn’t be like this for one person, but why is it so hard for me to find someone?  Even my ex, who ruined my life, has found someone, and I can’t find a single person? Am I destined to be alone?  I don’t want to be 40 and still dating random guys. 

I honestly feel that there is something wrong with me.  I’m so tired of people saying that I am beautiful, smart, and have it going on, and I will find someone new.  It’s been how long, and I still can’t find a single person?

Should I give up? I am tired of being rejected. I really am.  It’s one of the reasons that I have been obsessed with work.  I hate feeling like no one wants to take a chance to be with me.  I’m 31, and I feel like the boat is leaving. 

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]]> http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/25/feeling-discouraged/feed/ 0 Rebel Where Are All These Cute Guys Coming From? http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/12/where-are-all-these-cute-guys-coming-from/ http://heartbrakehotel.com/2010/01/12/where-are-all-these-cute-guys-coming-from/#comments Wed, 13 Jan 2010 01:15:34 +0000 Clementine http://heartbrakehotel.com/?p=195 I said that I was giving up on love. Why is it that now I am seeing all these cute guys?! First, my friend brings a cute guy to lunch, and we kept looking at one another. Now, I notice at work that there is this cute guy who works on my floor. [...]]]>
I said that I was giving up on love. Why is it that now I am seeing all these cute guys?! First, my friend brings a cute guy to lunch, and we kept looking at one another. Now, I notice at work that there is this cute guy who works on my floor. We both headed to the elevator, and he started talking to me. I was tongue tied because I didn’t know what to say. In a way, I wanted to talk to him, but then again, I didn’t.

I probably will never see him again, but I wonder why all of a sudden I am seeing all these good-looking guys? I wonder if I should see this as a sign to not give up and that there is still hope. I’m starting to head in that kind of thinking. Is it a sign? Or is it fate playing me a raw hand once again?

All I know is that I am tired of wasting my time and getting hurt. Maybe it’s a way to admire all the hotties out there without having to deal with any pain.


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