Last year, I hoped that by the end of 2010, I would be engaged. However, I never found anyone last year, so it’s doubtful that this will happen. I’ve decided to forego love for awhile. My business is taking off, and I want to dedicate all of my energy and effort to finally quitting my job and freelance full-time. Therefore, I don’t have time for love.
Behind my back, my sister re-established my EHarmony account, but I told her that she can do that because I don’t have any hope for love right now. It’d be surprising if she does find someone for me, but I am not holding my breath. My friend, who’s wedding is in Mexico, found her fiancée on the dating site, and in the first month. I had the subscription for three months and didn’t find anyone. Well…not entirely true. I found depressed guy who wasted two months of my life. I guess in a way, I did find someone in the first month.
Today, my friend brought her friend to lunch. He was hot, and I couldn’t help but look at him. I saw him staring at me too, and I felt an instant attraction. However, I forced myself to not think about it. I have to concentrate on my business, and I hate having to do the whole awkward “I have kids” speech, so I’d rather not exert any energy. Not going to lie though, I couldn’t help but feel tingly inside when he looked at me. I noticed that when he hugged me goodbye, he kind of lingered, and I did as well.
Ok back to work.