My sister told me not to give up and started an EHarmony account for me again.  I decided that I am busy, but ok, I will give it a shot.  I start talking to this guy, and he asks to meet tomorrow.  Even though I am busy, I was looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting someone new.  I check my EHarmony account today, and he closed the match.  Reason?

“Want to pursue other matches.”

I’m feeling discouraged.  I know I shouldn’t be like this for one person, but why is it so hard for me to find someone?  Even my ex, who ruined my life, has found someone, and I can’t find a single person? Am I destined to be alone?  I don’t want to be 40 and still dating random guys. 

I honestly feel that there is something wrong with me.  I’m so tired of people saying that I am beautiful, smart, and have it going on, and I will find someone new.  It’s been how long, and I still can’t find a single person?

Should I give up? I am tired of being rejected. I really am.  It’s one of the reasons that I have been obsessed with work.  I hate feeling like no one wants to take a chance to be with me.  I’m 31, and I feel like the boat is leaving. 

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