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It seems like every time I decide to let go of my ex, she comes crawl­ing back when I least expect it. In July, she lit­er­ally told me to “f*ck off” and leave her alone. This is when I was just try­ing to be friends with, in hopes that some­thing could rekin­dle, and we could be together. After months of not hear­ing from her, I get a text mes­sage. “I’m glad that you’re happy. I read your blog” I shouldn’t have responded, but I did. I just wrote back: “I hope you are happy as well. Bye L.” She kept tex­ting, but I ignored them. It’s done.

I spent over three and half years wait­ing around hop­ing that she would even­tu­ally close her legs to any guy or girl who came around and focus on me.  The day never came.  I find out this past spring that while she could never be faith­ful to me, she was to another woman.  It pained me.  My friend thinks it’s cause she always felt like I was the one with the power in the rela­tion­ship, so she always felt like she had to rebel.  I think he might be right because she used to always say she was so weak with me.  Even when she said she didn’t want to talk to me, she said it’s cause she is too obsessed with  me.

I have started dat­ing this guy, and I am feel­ing pretty pos­i­tive about it.  We seem to get along, and he makes me smile.  Will things work out between us?  Who knows, but all I can do is remain opti­mistic and not reac­quaint myself with peo­ple who con­stantly cheat and lie to me.  I still love her, but love isn’t everything.

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