My sister told me not to give up and started an EHarmony account for me again. I decided that I am busy, but ok, I will give it a shot. I start talking to this guy, and he asks to meet tomorrow. Even though I am busy, I was looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting someone new. I check my EHarmony account today, and he closed the match. Reason?
“Want to pursue other matches.”
I’m feeling discouraged. I know I shouldn’t be like this for one person, but why is it so hard for me to find someone? Even my ex, who ruined my life, has found someone, and I can’t find a single person? Am I destined to be alone? I don’t want to be 40 and still dating random guys.
I honestly feel that there is something wrong with me. I’m so tired of people saying that I am beautiful, smart, and have it going on, and I will find someone new. It’s been how long, and I still can’t find a single person?
Should I give up? I am tired of being rejected. I really am. It’s one of the reasons that I have been obsessed with work. I hate feeling like no one wants to take a chance to be with me. I’m 31, and I feel like the boat is leaving.