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I’ve come to the real­iza­tion that every­one around is either dat­ing, engaged, or mar­ried. The only one who remains alone is me. I don’t even under­stand why I do remain alone. The worst is when some­one says, “You are quite the catch. I can’t believe you are still sin­gle.” Well that makes the two of us.

My friend, who began dat­ing the guy she is with at the same time I started dat­ing my last failed attempt of hav­ing a rela­tion­ship, just told me news that shows that her rela­tion­ship is pro­gress­ing. Even though I didn’t want to, I felt jeal­ous. Why didn’t it work for me? Why doesn’t it ever work for me? I don’t know if it ever will. I really don’t. I seem to be cursed when it comes to love.

It seems like the more pas­sion­ate you are, the more alone you are. It just seems to be the case for some unknown rea­son. I’m really tired of feel­ing this way. It’s been years since I felt like I was with some­one, and I don’t under­stand why it’s so hard for me and so easy for others.

I hon­estly wish some­one would tell me what I am doing wrong cause I don’t know.

Photo Detail: Walk­ing Alone, orig­i­nally uploaded by Chris­t­ian Carocca.